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2012, ജനുവരി 6, വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച

Who am I?

Our life is purely meaningful. But we are confused so much. We do not have time to sit down and understand the mechanism of our body. Nor do we have the patience to look into ourselves and ask 'Who am I?'. Our body is the most refined mechanism fitted with full of wonders. If properly trained, it can fly, live without water and food and even without breath!(There re 21 points in our body which can intake 'prana' instead of oxygen and keep the body alive). Forget the wonders, we can analyze the basics. Our body is seventy five percent water and the rest flesh and bone inside.And flesh and bone is nothing but the food we have eaten. If we do not eat for some days, naturally our body gets reduced in weight. When we find the need for water/food due to thirst or hunger, our body reminds us of that need. Because our body is made up of water and food, it is satisfied only if it gets continuous supply of food and water at intervals.
Who am I ?
          I am the pure soul.To describe it verbally is little difficult,because it is formless.That is why, if we dissect our body we can not find anything left except our body parts.Your soul is mainly pure love &   bliss.In other words whenever you experience pure love or bliss you experience the presence of the very soul within or you reach nearer to what you are,your self.Because our soul is love & happiness we will be satisfied only if we experience that.
                                        Actually if one starts loving another,first he creates love inside his mind,the second person may act as a stimulus only.The experience of love or bliss makes us fulfilled ,we are nearer to what we are.Yes,we are pure love & bliss.If there is a lacking of love & happiness inside ,our mind begins to search it outside.We will be angry towards the whole world,we complain "no one loves me,none takes care of me"you can not get love from outside because outside objects or persons can only ignite your love & love is the quality of your own soul.Unaware of the quality  of our soul we try to find fault with people outside & situations outside for our feeling of emptiness inside,because human beings want to fill the emptiness inside. Today we can see people show hunger & thirst for love & happiness.Our body reflects the wants in the form of hunger or thirst automatically.But the soul reflects its needs only if we look into & experience the inner.
                               Lack of experience of happiness & love inside eventually affects our system in the form of disease or depression.People know the symptoms of ailments but not its origin The treatment we undergo is for the stem not for  the root.The origin is purely from inside and we do not have patience to look into our being. If you start experiencing your I you begin to love all those  around you,thus creating love inside you,you are taken care of, by the endless flow of love from inside washing all your depressions.You do not identify your pure I with outside happenings because outside appearances are mere forms which are perishable within no time.Your body has an innate mechanism to keep away from outside hazards .But not your mind... For example if you see a rising wave in an ocean you identify it as some attacking force but if you keep on watching it you find it is an endless process in nature.Yes,all obstacles are certain visual forms,you should not identify with it &do not take them inside.Will you take dirty garbages into your clean home?Feuds and bickering s are mere forms of lifelessness,It will take you away from your true nature which is love & bliss.

2011, ഒക്‌ടോബർ 17, തിങ്കളാഴ്‌ച

part 2

ഏഴു മണിക്കൂര്‍ നീണ്ടു നിന്ന പഠനം ,ക്ഷീണിച്ചു  ഉറങ്ങിപോയി .ഉറക്കമുണര്‍ന്ന് ഹോസ്റ്റല്‍ കാന്‍റീന്‍ ലേക്ക് നടന്നു .ചില്ലലമാരയില്‍ പലഹാരങ്ങള്‍   അടുക്കിവച്ചിരിക്കുന്നു .കട്ടന്‍ കാപ്പിയും  കുടിച്ചു  കുറച്ചുനേരം  അങ്ങനെ ഇരുന്നു .ടെന്നീസ് കളിയും കഴിഞ്ഞു പിള്ളേര് കാന്റീന്‍ ലേക്ക് ഓടി വരുന്നുണ്ട് .മൊബൈല്‍ ഇല് missed   കാള്‍ തിരയുന്നു ചിലര്‍ .സായാഹ്നം അടുത്തെത്തി .റൂമ്കളില്‍ വിളക്കുകള്‍ കത്തിത്തുടങ്ങി.
                             തിരിച്ചു റൂമില്‍ എത്തി ,മനസ്സ് ആവേശത്തിലാണ് ..ഒരേ ആനന്ദ  ലഹരിയില്‍ ..ഹിരണ്യ  ഗര്‍ഭത്തില്‍ നിന്നും ഭൂഗര്ഭത്തില്ലേക്ക് പരായണം ചെയ്യുന്ന ആത്മസ്വരൂപങ്ങള്‍ .....കോടി വര്‍ഷങ്ങളുടെ  നിശബ്ദത..ആത്മാവ് ഒരു മനുഷ്യ ഗര്‍ഭം തിരഞ്ഞെടുക്കുന്നു ...ആത്മഭാവങ്ങളുടെ പ്രഫുല്ലനതിനായി  ...ആത്മ സാക്ഷാത്കാരത്തിനായി.
                           അനിതയെ ഒന്ന് വിളിക്കണം .പ്രത്യേകിച്ച് ഒന്നും പറയാനില്ല.എന്നാലും വിളിക്കുക തന്നെ.അടുക്കും ചിട്ടയും ഉള്ള സംഭാഷണം , സ്നേഹാന്വേഷണങ്ങള്‍ .കാന്റീനില്‍  സപ്പര്‍  ബെല്‍ മുഴങ്ങി   .ഇന്ന് നോണ്‍-വെജ് ആണ്.കുറച്ചു കഴിഞ്ഞിട്ട് കഴിക്കാം .കുറച്ചു നേരം വെറുതെ ഇരിക്കണം .നിര്‍മമമായ അവസ്ഥയില്‍ .....സ്വന്തം ആത്മ ചൈതന്യത്തില്‍ ലയിച്ചിരിക്കുക ....അതത്രേ സ്വര്‍ഗം .എത്ര നേരം ഇരുന്നെന്നു അറിയില്ല ....നിശബ്ദതയുടെ ആഴവും നിശ്ചലതയുടെ  ദൈര്‍ഘ്യവും അളക്കുവാന്‍  കഴിയില്ലല്ലോ ."നീ അത്താഴം കഴിച്ചില്ലേ ?",കൂട്ടുകാരുടെ ചോദ്യം എന്നെ ഉണര്‍ത്തി .വേഗം കാന്റീന്‍ ലേക്ക് .തിരികെ വന്നു വീണ്ടും പഠനം 
                                                 ഡിസംബര്‍ എത്തി ,ഇത്തവണ മഞ്ഞു കൂടുതലാണെന്ന് തോന്നുന്നു ,നല്ല കാറ്റും ഉണ്ട്. ഋതു ഭേതങ്ങള്‍ പ്രണയാര്‍ദ്രമായ മനസുകളെ നോവിച്ചു കൊണ്ടാണോ കടന്നു പോകുന്നത്? അതോ കാലം നിര്‍വികാരതയോടെ മനസ്സിനെ ഇക്കിളിപ്പെടുതി ചിരിക്കുകയാണോ ?ഓര്‍ക്കിഡ് പൂവുകള്‍ വിരിയുന്ന ഡിസംബര്‍ !എന്നിലും പ്രണയത്തിന്റെ നാമ്പുകള്‍ തളിരിടുന്നുവോ?അനിതയോട് ....ഈ മഞ്ഞു  അതിന്റെ ലക്ഷണമത്രേ....ഈ കാറ്റ് എന്ത് ഭാവിച്ചാണ് എന്നെ നോക്കി ചിരിക്കുന്നത്?
                      ആ ദിവസം, ഞാന്‍ ഏറ്റുപറഞ്ഞു ...എന്റെ പ്രണയം ,നെഞ്ചിടിപ്പോടെ!.അവള്‍ പുഞ്ചിരിച്ചു ...."കൂട്ടുകാരാ ..അങ്ങയുടെ പ്രണയത്തിന്റെ  അഗ്നിജ്വാലകള്‍ ഞാന്‍ കാണുന്നു...പക്ഷെ ഒരു കാറ്റു വീശിയാല്‍ അണയുന്ന നാളങ്ങള്‍ അല്ലെ അത് ...എന്നില്‍ പ്രണയത്തിന്റെ കനലുകലാണ് ..ഒരിക്കലും അണയാത്ത ..നന്മയോടുള്ള ...പ്രണയമത്രെ ..ഏകം ..അമര്‍ത്യം...അചലം ...അത് പാനം ചെയ്തു ലഹരി  പിടിച്ചിരിക്കുന്നു ഞാന്‍ ...ഈ കനലുകള്‍ അങ്ങയെ പോള്ളലെല്പിക്കും...പ്രേമത്തിന് അപ്പുറമുള്ള  സത്യം ഉണ്ടെങ്കില്‍ അവിടെ ഞാന്‍ ഉണ്ടാകും ..."അനിത പറഞ്ഞു നിര്‍ത്തി .............                വീണ്ടും ആ മായാത്ത പുഞ്ചിരി..!


                            
  

2011, ഒക്‌ടോബർ 1, ശനിയാഴ്‌ച

Marriage

Marriage is a joint travel.Your partner has emotions,sentiments & likes etc which you value or even not hinder,then the journey will be a pleasure trip!
               If it becomes a contract the possibility of its blooming is in danger. You purchase  the other. Then the purchased becomes a product,essentially serving some defined purpose only.  You degrade the other to a lower level of living being.Human beings have an innate yearning inside to express their own inner urges and get identified with those sentiments.If we do not allow it to happen depression happens.A depressed person can not give the other any happiness.Some times we hide the inside depression and act like we are happily living (at least in front of others),but any hiding your inside causes unwanted weeds to grow inside you.When you look , you see scratches and injuries  inside.
                                Marriage should give freedom to express yourself,because you have the support of your fellow,if u err, the fellow can correct you & you may not go wrong, if you live in ecstasy ,because you are well equipped to select the right only.You married the freedom,married the friendship and you are traveling with a companion..If all three happens.....Journey never ends!

2011, ഓഗസ്റ്റ് 31, ബുധനാഴ്‌ച

Friendship

'Sathsangathe Nisangathwam' Says Sankaracharya.True friendship is detached!Detachment is the feature of true friendship.Any kind of attachment is not friendship.You need a string or a hook to get attached,a flexible string which makes you move  closer sometimes and distant in many occasions.The string is your own mind,which pulls and scales the distance to be kept with your friend Because attachment is a feature of your mind only.Nothing wrong in judging a person ,but  do not give up the feeling of connection,because you becoming a friend of some one is for no reason...just a coincidence!The cosmos gives you a chance to shower your pure love over your friend!And your friend needs the fragrance of you!
                                    Detachment means your friendship is moving ahead without any oscillation. Why you take deviation if you want to go straight?You keep the good relation intact as a treasure,locked,inside your heart.At times the friend goes wrong,the lock opens,and the affection heals and purifies the other.It demands nothing.Because you do not want to achieve anything..you are relaxed!.Friendship is endless and for no purpose,if  it is for a purpose and you are not achieving it, it hurts or you achieve it & the purpose is served & the friendship ends..A true friend can take the other to an upper room of ecstasy where all the trivialities of the world disappear!The windows of that room is open always,allowing the breeze to come in...you breath the pure air...taste the eternity....allowing the friendship to blossom perpetually......!
                        
          

2011, ഓഗസ്റ്റ് 19, വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച

Corruption.

Anna hazare goes on a hunger strike against corruption in our country.He wants more strict rules to fight corruption.Great move from the veteran leader!
        India is a country preserving high values.It has rich heritage and tradition.But India tops in corruption list ,now.Rules can be made to arrest corruption.Our jails become crowded once strict rules are imposed.Corrupt people can be jailed,but not corrupt mindedness.It will find out loopholes and the process will continue.
            Corruption is a kind of disease...Polluting the air by bad words is corruption,polluting the purpose of a good project by tapping money illegally is corruption.The more you grab the worse will be your suffering,And you think this money will free you from suffering,No,To get rid of this mess you accumulate more...You become a reservoir not a river .River flows and gives ,reservoir binds & fouls .You become a victim of your greed.
               Accumulating money in proper way is  great.You , becoming a kubera is fantastic.Then the affluence gives you enjoyment . Anything which can not be properly used for your satisfaction creates suffering.It is not the style of living but state of mind that matters.World  is challenging you continuously to upgrade your style of living.If you go on upgrading your style, it's an endless process..But if you reach a state of mind of completeness, then the only thing needed  is that you have to sustain that state.. .To reach a good state of mind you should follow some values.You should value others too..If the planet earth is having more number of corrupt people the life here will disappear within ten years!It is high time that these people should scan their system and get the viruses out of their minds.We must get back the money looted from us.
             India develops so fast,we are losing our values even faster.No education to protect our values.Education is given only to make students capable of earning money.Utility theory.West has practiced this theory.. .Anything which does not spin money is useless there...including retired parents!

2011, ഓഗസ്റ്റ് 14, ഞായറാഴ്‌ച

Independence,,,

Society wants dependence.It teaches you unwritten rules,do's & donts etc.It does not cater to your own individual needs and feelers,it tries to contain you and fit you to a dress which is tailored not in your size.It has pre -owned attire ,you bend and bow down to wear it! They wanted you to be inside the format or forum .Then  social acceptance is the reward!If you are too straight they say you are an oldie...too smart you are pervert!You are being ruled by incapable...Slowly you accept the dependence.
         If you like to enjoy the breeze in paddy fields, society thinks you are awkward.You go to a second show in theater it is OK,You go to a club and inebriated you are' FIT' in the society!Go to a river and swim,you are illiterate! Have a jacuzzi and not bath at all ,you are yo-yo!Society attributes features and structures to you.It reduces your being into a remote control robot ,it directs you, when to smile and how many inches you open your lips.Buying a new dress and not going to church for a showdown, what use?In a new vehicle you go to club,you see a high priced one there .alas!Too much dependence on society!Social clubs are polluting the very air by gossips ,garbage and liquor bottles.
             Live the way you are.If you feel like you want to sleep,sleep well without guilt,you may be blessed by a sweet dream!If your inner being likes to feed an animal do it now.If you proceed with right actions satisfying your own intuitions and awareness, you can find out, society is a dust bin and people there, sit atop the Heep of garbage.And if you are self confident why you need a certificate from the society?You have enough of  inner treasures inside your being, intact.You do not need a fragile frame from the society to adorn yourself!

                         
                

2011, ഓഗസ്റ്റ് 13, ശനിയാഴ്‌ച

Bouquet & bonsai..

  Most of us have dreams during night, related to some events that happened in the child hood days.Touching portrayals of schooling ,vivid extracts of people and events that came across during early ages.Why?We were intense and passionate then.A school tour,getting new dress,a feast....it is like our very being jumps out of us to celebrate events.I remember the long waiting for the yearly feast in our church...to ear the first beat of the drum...and the whistling of local band set ...the shopping from 'vechu vaanees' (street vendors),the night drama..etc.
And the most ruthless day in the life, going to school  the very next  day of the feast because a full year to wait for the next feast!
        When we become middle aged the intensity goes down, we do not have solid body memories and we lose the sweet dreams too!Going for a tour and you are not thrilled,you kill some money...cursing the vacation spot...taking snaps...reassuring that you had your vacation .Getting something new and you are not excited means you spent some money to prove in front of the society that you are still rich!Logical satisfaction...not for your senses..And your neighbor goes for a better buy your logic betrays you!
                A person who lives with his senses enjoys the moments of happiness derived out of any action.He does not mind  the logical appraisal and outcome of events happened to him.Live your way of happiness..Ecstatic...!Like a child!